Some lessons in life are hard to learn. Which is understandable because if they weren't hard, they wouldn't be a lesson, it would be more like break time.
Everyone gets knocked back, unless your really lucky and there are some people out there who are. I'm not one of them!
It's how you deal with the problems, that effects the person you are and the person you will become.
I don't handle problems well, when things go bad I cut people out of my life, I curl up in to a ball and hid under the duvet, which is the only thing that will save me from the monster, that is the outside world, waiting under my bed to consume me.
I finished university, I was offered a job and I was the cat that got the cream!
I boosted so much, the job was awful and 6 weeks on I lost it. I didn't put up a fight there have been worse things that I've lost and I've been more upset about, my dignity for one, but that's definitely another story.
I ran home with my tail between my legs, my pride took a serious beat in but worse than that I lost hope.
I forgot about all the fantastic things I have and will achieve and concentrated on my failure.
After months I have learned my lesson.
Everyone achieves something amazing in their lifetime and they do it again and again, you only have to fail once to feel the worse you can.
The best thing about that feeling though is knowing that it can and will get better!
